Saturday, June 6, 2009

Not young enough, nor old enough.

I don't know what it is, but I've been feeling the change. It must be something in the air or the experiences I breathe..because I just can't stand the idiocy that some people give off with their aura. I'm extremely bored and exhausted from the naïve actions of the young. If only there were a designated timeline of a specified era in which we all would grow up, so to speak..into a more mature character. Do we ever really grow out of bad habits? The most simple, yet cliche line that states, "old habits die hard" is something that I do not want to follow. I know my reckless weekend "DGAF" actions can be hypocritical to this entire blog entry's point of perspective, but it doesn't veer away from my overall opinion.

Sometimes I just don't know where I stand in this world of these differentiating age groups. Sometimes I'm your typical know-it-all high school girl with that boy crazy mentality..and more often then not, I'm that independent, on-the-go girl who would much rather be chillin doin that spontaneous "college" life type of thang. A major issue that pulls friendships farther apart than before is the changing that people do or don't do at all. It's always important to remember the person you've always been the person you have turned into. And you know what, that's okay. It's not terrible to change, however, the slap in the face realization is looking back at those you shared the most similar interests with versus the people dominant in your life, now.

Why is that? We all either grow up or don't grow up at all. I say this all the time, but it's true. It's all about balancing the fun in your life with the dogmatic priorities. I pick and choose my actions wisely and in the end, I guess I'll always be in the mindset that I'm:


"Old enough to know better,
But too young to care."

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