Friday, January 9, 2009

Every mind's personal, FAQ's.

Frequently Asked Questions.
That's right. Those frequent questions you ask yourself when you're in lust, like, or love. Whether it be two sided, or only one-way. Or, maybe even a simple friendship, or, your "best friend". Right...So, as I've mentioned a few times, I've been reading the series of Twilight books, and I'm on the second novel: New Moon. I was inspired to write this, by all the quote on quote "blurrs" that cross the lines between, friendship...or more than that. Or maybe you really are just friends, so you second guess yourself. It could also be those situations where you've intertwined yourself into some sort of involvement with another person, that you, no matter how many times the other person has messed up, you just can't let go...In effect, lacing yourself right back into the drama of it all, again and again. Or perhaps, you're fighting this obstacle course with some confused person, never wanting to give up but not giving enough to make it work, so you, yourself, doubt your feelings, and become just as lost as the other. Yes yes, we've all had these suspicions...connections...........better yet, vibes with another person, that you just can't shake away. These, are few of the MANY frequently asked questions, the FAQ's playing in your head, continuously over and over again, like some record with a glitch.
So, why is that?
What do we do? Should we "beat around the bush" and "go with the flow" not questioning a thing, when all it does, is drive us crazy? Do we question these insanities going within ourselves? Where are the limitations? Why are "games being played" if that's exactly the opposite of what you would want to happen? Should we, and why do we, put ourselves at fault?
Ask yourself that, and let me know, when you know all the answers to these FAQ's. But who am I kidding? You're just as ignorant, as I. We're all human. I guess...rhetorically speaking, why are we left to figure out the answers ourselves?
Someone, quick, get me an advil.

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